15-day countdown for the Orthodontics. How long i've been waiting for this !! Am i scared ? No , i'm more afraid that doctor not allow to let me to take this small operation /v\ Nvm . It'll be ok ntg to afraid ! right ? Friends , wait to see i chg to a 鋼牙妹 ! iron teeth girl blehhhh
23-days countdown for my BIRTHDAY. Hohoho , i'm not so busy so of cause i'll remember my birthday -_- That's my birthday , u thought i'm a actress ? I'm not shooting a movie now , of cause i remember ! I won't try to act don't know or forget , cheh so funny meh. Every year . Different Birthday . Different Party . Different memoriessss.
This day , This time , This moment , Last year , Different .
23 days to go . The 2nd times my birthday without you . It's ok , not 1st time :D
Just a birthday , ntg special
I wish my birthday present is a GUITAR ! but , impossible la it's so expensive for my friends or family to gift it to me. So , i chged my wish ! What's the wish ?! ohohoho rumour said that wishes can't told anyone :P if not wished won't come true ! Hmmmmm , but if u ask me i can consider telling u what's my wishes :P
To all my dear friends , i'm here and telling you . Now i take this break up easily ! I dump this all fucking annoyed things , matter , rubbish , my memories , my ex already and i'm just fine !
From the begining , i thought that i'm loving him , love him deeply care him deeply . But now i just realized i'm just having him for a long time , i'm used to have him around me and love me take care me listen what i told him , what i want him to do for me .
That wasn't bad , he really appear in my little world , stay in my heart for a long time , really long !
Last time we just break up , i keep asking myself did i do the right thing breaking up with him . Ahhh ! What stupid question that i asked myself hahaha . But it's ok , i have friends ! Everytime i am getting trouble i'll find them and asking them what to do , i'm really really missing him ! I was so regret breaking up with him , how idiot i am , how bad i am ! How stupid Ha !
And now , he found his happiness , i felt so heart breaking when i found out he is in-a-relationship with a another girl . It's been 4 months only since i broke up with him. I felt safe that i can said i'm the most special girlfriend in his life. Hahaha ! i'm not comforting myself okay ! That's a fact ! Fucking true fact ! Hmmmm , they were just flirting with each other ! I really don't understand at all . Though now they're not official , but they really having a relationship ! Why ? Why ? Why ? It's still hurt so much ! I am so obesessed so depressed ! Hah ! *try to breath deeply .... Makes me so sick .
Oh , forget tell you upside was my feeling when i just found out their things , now ? Now i'm okay :D
Internet had made it so much ....
Does she gives him the feeling that i give it to him ? Does i'm really different with her ? Does she better than me ?Does she make him happy? How? Does she mind the things about him that I minded? Do they have nicknames for each other, like we did? And the biggest question of all — are they in love?
Everything gonna be ok ! Telling myself i'll get over this suck feeling .
If this world have a undo button , i sure i will undo . I'm not a greedy girl , i'll just undo what i done is i accept his friend request ! I think my bigger wished is BLOCK him and DELETE him . But this is a obvious action ! If i did , sure everyone misunderstand i'm still fall for him include him ! I know , this is a truth im really fall for him right , but i don't want to let him to know it. It's time to end now. I don't want to continue this feeling or this relationship. Btw if he come back , all things changed right ? Stop at here , right here right now .Hah , who asked me to accept ?! Now suffer it myself bah ! So pity ....
What ? Yes lah ! My blog is all about him .
I admit it and i found it just now , ntg can write in my blog except him ... hahahaha
Who said i can get over easily ? I'm cheating myself .
Again a question WHY , why he can take this easily but i don't ?
Sorry for my broken english , because im trying to improve my english ! Hahaha , if got any wrong grammer wrong spelling wrong sentence , u just close ur eyes and close my blog :P
From the begining , i thought that i'm loving him , love him deeply care him deeply . But now i just realized i'm just having him for a long time , i'm used to have him around me and love me take care me listen what i told him , what i want him to do for me .
That wasn't bad , he really appear in my little world , stay in my heart for a long time , really long !
Last time we just break up , i keep asking myself did i do the right thing breaking up with him . Ahhh ! What stupid question that i asked myself hahaha . But it's ok , i have friends ! Everytime i am getting trouble i'll find them and asking them what to do , i'm really really missing him ! I was so regret breaking up with him , how idiot i am , how bad i am ! How stupid Ha !
And now , he found his happiness , i felt so heart breaking when i found out he is in-a-relationship with a another girl . It's been 4 months only since i broke up with him. I felt safe that i can said i'm the most special girlfriend in his life. Hahaha ! i'm not comforting myself okay ! That's a fact ! Fucking true fact ! Hmmmm , they were just flirting with each other ! I really don't understand at all . Though now they're not official , but they really having a relationship ! Why ? Why ? Why ? It's still hurt so much ! I am so obesessed so depressed ! Hah ! *try to breath deeply .... Makes me so sick .
Oh , forget tell you upside was my feeling when i just found out their things , now ? Now i'm okay :D
Internet had made it so much ....
Does she gives him the feeling that i give it to him ? Does i'm really different with her ? Does she better than me ?Does she make him happy? How? Does she mind the things about him that I minded? Do they have nicknames for each other, like we did? And the biggest question of all — are they in love?
Everything gonna be ok ! Telling myself i'll get over this suck feeling .
If this world have a undo button , i sure i will undo . I'm not a greedy girl , i'll just undo what i done is i accept his friend request ! I think my bigger wished is BLOCK him and DELETE him . But this is a obvious action ! If i did , sure everyone misunderstand i'm still fall for him include him ! I know , this is a truth im really fall for him right , but i don't want to let him to know it. It's time to end now. I don't want to continue this feeling or this relationship. Btw if he come back , all things changed right ? Stop at here , right here right now .Hah , who asked me to accept ?! Now suffer it myself bah ! So pity ....
What ? Yes lah ! My blog is all about him .
I admit it and i found it just now , ntg can write in my blog except him ... hahahaha
Who said i can get over easily ? I'm cheating myself .
Again a question WHY , why he can take this easily but i don't ?
Sorry for my broken english , because im trying to improve my english ! Hahaha , if got any wrong grammer wrong spelling wrong sentence , u just close ur eyes and close my blog :P
