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我只能在這裡 表達我的心情完完整整的釋放不是嗎

To be continued ..........

Nothing just ... Calm down

你是白痴還是腦殘 聽不懂人話就安靜點 我的事我會自己處理 我現在很生氣只不過在發洩 也不關你事。

呼 .......... 

Random thoughtsssss

I love to know my friends are in a happiness relationship. When I heard their boyfee or lover treat them like a princess as they are a prince of a kingdom give what they can give take good care of them I will feel very delighted. I don't know why even there is no reason I think it might be because I love the feeling when I found that my friends are joyful and make me stay assure isit it ? Hahaha*asking the question but answer myself lolll. Btw , friend is my treasure , can I be your treasure too ? PEACE

Yesterday , my friend told me about theirsss things AGAIN. Why I have to make the again with capital letters ishh how many times I told my friend don't tell me anything about him I don't interested and don't need to know more about him. But I have no idea why my friends still have to tell me lollll maybe they take it as a gossipsss*shit gossip girls always like that include me geeeeee they were really having fun by discussing about us*sure u know who when I means us in here. All right , I didn't minded all the time actually I can act like listen gossips about a friends or a person I knew. Return back ~zeeeez~*it is just a sound effect hahaha after I heard what she told me I didn't have any expression lol okay I'm not cold blooded it just a routine things mar , I accepted the truth that they are already in a relationship from the beginning u expect me to give u what respond ? Cry ? Laugh ? Hahahahaha I didn't know what u want from me when I give u a straight face look you scolded back me. Btw I know my friends treated me good , want me to move on hope I can become more happiness. So , I had opened my mind I will let my friends tell me whatever they want to tell besides I'm really fine times fly bad things bad memories will over after a long period of time  , right ?! Recently a fact is *i still dreamed of him. Mmmmmm , conclusion don't make it ur own self , it's still my time ! I have to say I still need much more time , I have to become better , now I think I loose my confident already. If I don't become better , sure I will inferior all the way. But my mum always tell me just do it urself don't compare , one day a ppl will love you just the way u are. Hmmmmmmmmm okay mum i noted it !

I came back from Penang last Friday night , geee it was freaking tired ! You know Penang is very nice ! I swear next time I must go Penang with my beloved friends ! Promised. 

The picture upside*my dad captured for me , I didn't ready at the time , darn it my father always captured me like a small kid after he captured then laugh at the picture and said who will trust this small kid already seventeen , lol -_- can I slap him ? Can someone help me ? 

Eh , actually now I should doing my homework and prepare my trial exam , WHAT ? Trial exam ? Okay now I tell u , 8days left ! Bijaso , I haven't done any preparation whatdahell . I don't know how to face to my parent , I really scare that I'll let them disappoint. Feeling worst !

Gtg , tuition TT bye ... 

I'm lazy to check my grammar mistake , there's a lot of mistake I know , forget about it haaa

Sometimes I wonder who viewed my blog , when they were viewing my blog what they thought about me ishhhh overthinking again !!!

Thoughts in words

天啊瘋了！比加索比加索！*韓語 哈哈哈哈

我那天夢到我剪短髮去了夢很真實真實的讓我醒來後以為自己短髮短掉去了

不過其實我還蠻想念短髮時候的樣子 還有性格 : )

那天有個人跟我聊起頭髮 說髮型會影響一個人的性格 Ohhh！金價喲？！

我最近都有玩 soundcloud 聽聽歌 一直都有在找/關注 cover 周傑倫的歌 我是真的找到很多 但是爲什麽啊周傑倫的歌就只有周傑倫唱的好聽 我說不上喜歡他但是他的歌我覺得是愛的其實也是今年開始愛的啦他的歌都很有很有意思詞義很好！

這次的周傑倫演唱會 聽說是第 4 次來馬開唱的 而且覺得很值的看他真人唱跟聽 CD 是沒有分別得！每次講到演唱會 演唱會我要給我自己一個目標 在我 20 歲或之前 一定要 jio 朋友好好去聽一場演唱會當然前提是我喜歡的藝人演唱會！

再不瘋狂我們就老了！阿拉幾？！

不是有在 IG 說過 貓：是你永久的親密伴侶 我在自拍她跑來我身後湊熱鬧

這隻貓是我們家第一次養的母貓 第一隻我沒什麼喜感的貓*一開始啦 嘻嘻 第一隻會知道我們叫她的稱呼*我們家沒特別給貓名的 第一隻啞巴的貓 對她不會叫的

不過她偷偷開始在我家一點都不 active 反而還怕人 因為她是被欺負大的 我爸爸在工地看到她很可憐才把她帶回來 第一天見到她的時候 她好醜瘦得乾巴巴的總之我也沒什麼喜歡而且因為一個養了5 年多的毛毛不見了 所以很一時難接受另一個

但是 知道新歡的威力了！！如果新歡讓你忘記不了前任 那只不過是時間問題不然就是新歡不夠好！

貓的壽命其實可以達到 20 年！喵你就好好活個 21 年！不多！

我覺得我最遺憾的事情 就是小學的時候沒有擁有一個 ipad OR smartphone

這樣我跟小學朋友好好合照嘛！

不過說起小學朋友 爲什麽我會提起小學朋友 因為我發現我小學朋友有在看我的部落更新的 A_A

我跟小學朋友現在除了跟我同一個 Level 的*讀書能力 or 朋友範圍 ishhhh 全都陌生人了！但還是有幾個會笑笑打個招呼 但是挺心酸的是 那些曾經 365天 都在陪你度過日子的小學朋友 說好畢業后要常聯絡 說好很多說好的事情 全都沒有一樣做到 承諾不能亂給 一不小心就傷害到人了*受害者絕對是我！

But NVM ! It's okay man ! 下一次的畢業要到了 所以 心裡有數一定會有好幾個人離開的 ; D

緣分斷了就是斷了！緣分如此，不然爲什麽明明同個地點同個時間就是遇不到 看淡了很自然沒那麼執著去想爲什麽 

從前

我有個很奇怪的狀況 就是我可以幾個月不更新我的部落 也可以幾個月一直持續在更新 哈哈哈
爲什麽突然很想很想學吉他這個問題我自己也有想過哦這個念頭其實在幾年前就想過了只是沒有真的很想要所以都只是想想就好
可是今年我都一直很花時間在想要怎樣計劃畢業后能存到錢又能學吉他又能給家用
我心思常常都會放在如果我學會吉他手拿吉他彈的樣子有多優雅 氣質啊啊 哈哈哈哈
還有哦 其實會有吉他的念頭 就是蔡健雅！每次聽他的歌都很喜歡因為大部份都是吉他曲風很想唱他的歌所以自彈自唱更有感覺不是嗎
不過這些都只是在計劃當中能不能實踐真的還是要看 唉唉唉也要知道我這種3分鐘熱度的人

十萬毫升淚水真的很好聽 那天在電視無意中看了幾集志在四方 然後聽到片尾曲超好聽的 就這樣一入耳就愛上了 蔡健雅不是普通的啊！
知道我不完美 能給的我都給 ~  ♫, ♬, ♪, ♩, ♭, ♪, ♮

會不會有幾天不願意醒來因為不想夢被打斷
我的夢通常都是故事性的可是醒來後故事沒結局就結束了而且我的夢都很真實
有三個人我常常會夢到 三個都曾經在心中有過位置的 想知道到底夢是什麽

每個禮拜都會去遊泳了 其實我不止想游泳還想打羽毛球還有健身 每次窩在家覺得很沒有活力
這樣出去又能和朋友一起又能做運動 嘻嘻嘻 那天我差點就淹死 RIP 了哈哈哈哈
我回家跟我媽媽說 我媽媽答了我一句 所以你還沒死 再繼續罵我白癡
我媽你傷透了我的心！

昨天拜六開始的第一天 補習足足補了7個小時多 從十點半補到六點 累死了晚上十點多就去密周公了
不過其實如果不補習 Trial 我看是不會動書的 哈哈哈 我這種不到臨時不抱佛腳 誰沒見識過！
還記得上次那個 seni folio 不是玩玩下的 有差不多三個晚上沒睡好了！甚至沒睡過 長那麼大第一次一整天沒睡覺
時間過得太快了 之前說什麽 SPM 了要努力讀書這些狗話每次年頭都會這樣告訴自己的然後真正的努力還不是在前一個星期才准備 哈哈哈哈哈！什麽人來的！
過不久就畢業了 hmmmmm 不能說畢業啦只不過說離開這個階段 一輩子都還要學習！
我有想過畢業的前一天 應該是 SPM 結束的那一天 就 狂po 跟朋友的合照在 instagram ！因為我已經很怕我的電腦我的手機我的手指備份 Format 去 , instagram 很安全不是嗎難道 instagram 會關閉？！回憶啊最討厭的

演變成從前很快便是明天的事。
我愛過你笑的臉龐我愛過你心的善良這些年有你的時光把我的孤獨都照亮到時候要好好說再見 ~~~~

我很少主動找人也不大喜歡找人更不想習慣找人的習慣！

Nothin' much,chill.

Thinking what i gonna update for my blog about one week my gosh !
What should i write in this post , or what language should i write
i have no idea what am i blogging about hahaha !

I closed my facebook account , just temporary calm down hey
There're so many pepo asking me why i closed it , then the reason is
The fake one i told my friend is i have to STUDY , SPM coming seriously *LION King is here hahaha
Guess what ,
I closed just because this account make me felt uncomfortable , felt not well ! always remind me the person i don't want to remember fuck yea
So , facebook closed temporary . Now im using instagram and wechat only , line im using also if u really have to find me actually i got an old facebook account *jessy jia
can add me always but i wont update anything there just inbox me i will reply

Trial is around the corner ! shit
Nothing done from me , trial just a shit
I've skipped school 3 days in this week , actually i had inform my mum IT'S HOLIDAY !
i start my holiday myself , so fucking awesome hahaha
My mum always ask me why ppl study i study , always different with other ppl all student go school you always stay at home and just sleep *geeee
Mum im here telling you everyday i go school sleep whole the period or whole DAY. We stay in class,just sit there, maybe talk a lil lil bit *whispering can say*
Gossips are bad , sleep better .

SPM 97days ? Who cares ?
Feel like cutting my fringe, Or leaving it long?
hmmmmmmmmm

write in english making me look weird hahaha tactless me doesn't good in english so using english to express my feeling , Ha
I have and less learning, if wrong, please exhibitions. : P