27 November 2014

Annyeong 2014

Hohoho , I'm back lah. I'm not sure that still people thr keep follow my update in here , because all of my friends had quit writing blog. I'm here just try to manage and arrange what happened and what I did recently for me to recall due to the reason I have a very poor memory and not very reliable LOL
Okay , let's talk about my memory. My memory extremely sucks ! And always make me feel stupid and idiot. There are some situation like when I'm facing an exam, before the days I keep study the same thing also can forget within 24hours , idiot right. So maybe my IQ is very low Zzzzz. This is first problem

Another problem annoying me is ...... Deng deng deng deng 


ONEPIECE yohohoho ( Brook style XD ) recently I'm so obsess with onepiece , hmm not recently la I obsess with op already long time start from form 5 , seventeen years old. Ohmygod already old old old , my nineteen years old coming soon LOL

Onepiece is a super awesome anime or comic I have been watched , every story every scene touch me greatly and also always made me produce ( 產生? 眼淚是用產生 ? Whatever lol ) tears in my eye and cry 99. I often watch op in the midnight and hugging my pillow , when I cry I use my pillow to wipe my tears 5555 TT. But for the fighting scene or war scene , there were so impressive omg !! I love to watch Luffy use the skill 霸氣 and my bae in op is RORONOA ZORO omg omg omg ! Sometimes I will imagine if I'm one of their member , what skill will I have or use and what relationship between them LOL ( super fans here yolo ) I love how Luffy love his member all the time. He is the best in mugiwara yijimi , of course because he is the captain of the Sunny ship .
There have so much for me to talk about op , but I stop here because if I continue there will be 3days 2nights for me to explain hehehe
Maybe one day , I will become old and my memory about my teenager times will fade away , I still can review again what I adore when I'm young or show to my grandson lol that time , op will become a legend in my heart Haizuko olehwanaruh !!! 

So , what is next to talk about .... Hmmmm

Okay , this is another thing I would like to talk about here. Kris wuyifan 吳亦凡 my bias in Exo. And then he left , exo from 12 to 11. Everyone , oh nope it's every exotics ( exo-l didn't come out at that period ) scolded him , blame him , and most of the people trying to find out what reason he needed to do this. Although there were the reasons , sm entertainment treat him unfair as other member , the salary issue , the performance issue , and blah blah blah then the conclusion thr is SM entertainment sucks !! But idk why maybe i just too adore , I love him and super admire him until I nvr blame him ! But I really can't accept at the beginning and when this happened I were in china , my friend told me that !! I been told about this news and quickly search all the website , weibo , instagram , fb and anything in the internet .... I wished that it was not true , it was a rumors but the result told me Yeah this is fucking true ! My heart really broken . Exo showtime just finished and I have watched it with the feeling happiness , every time laugh out loud and at the end of the episode tears come out from my eyes. Everything become so unreality . So all the feeling were sad worst than sad. I watched again exo showtime , I watching with my tears not smile anymore. After a few months , another member left. LUHAN. So can someone tell me why when kris left , all the member unfollowed kris but luhan no !! I'm not a hater of Exo okay I love Exo no matter luhan , chanyeol , Tao , chen , xiumin , sehun , suho , do , baekhyun , kris , lay or ( i try hard to think who else is the member of exo , sry because of my heart broken there is no more hope in exo I left exo ) kai ! I loved all of them. Ya , Love-d ( a past tense ). Ok stop stop stop I don care anymore. 

There is no more important about what the reason he left , are they still brother , exo we are one it's fake , all exo member are liar , sm entertainment what u done .... Everything changes and become no more important. Kris 吳亦凡 now start his journey in China and get very good result luhan doing his best in his movie. Exo now 10 members. There can't be go back to past anymore.

And ya ! im totally a silly fans of kpop , everything about kpop im super interested !!

Next ! This will become a super long passage , trying write out all I did in 2014 in this post 

Lalalala I bought a guitar nehhh. Last time that one not mine , I borrowed from people one. This one it's belong to me neh. Hehehe

Guitar not as easy as pie. I'm confusing that maybe I'm not suitable to play instrument but I can't give up like this. I didn't try my best yet !! Maybe I can't learn by myself through the internet , so maybe I plan to find a teacher and teach me. I Donno how long I need to learn but if I nvr try I will nvr know , right ?!

Alright alright , last thing ! I swear okay

Last thing is ..............




My sem1 in stpm , guess what I will say. 
I think I will retake four of the subject after the result come out. Why ? Because I will get a bad bad bad result !! Why ? Because I didn't try my best in my exam !! Why ? Because I used to play and enjoy life when people studying !! Why ? Ok stop.
I guess ... Oh nope it's sure ! My gpa will get very low. Need to retake TT so now I regret and wish that god bless me I knew that now it's too late. I also knew that people did wrong must get punishment. Sigh* SO SORRY !


Miss it when they are still here



15 July 2014

Random update for pre-u life

我說過我很喜歡那個感覺我不想失去

與其說我不想失去 不如說我放在心裡 :)
很多方式來表達我自己 但是我選擇放在心裡這是最安全的
搞siao ..... 很離譜的是我不知道我是不是認真但是我真的有興趣
我喜歡看他每天都想見到他雖然他真的年紀很小 XDD

不知道是不是我自己要騙自己覺得自己很了解他生活作息
可是我就覺得我很了解嘛 =3=
他初戀有喜歡的人喜歡睡午覺很少滑手機10點就睡覺不玩社交網站就只上微信很喜歡打籃球不夠歲學人家坐motor( 正宗 lala XD )不會主動找我但是會回复我懶惰回信就看心情才回我很害羞我問他答不知道是對我沒有興趣還是怎麼樣就是沒有問過關於我的事情但是他說喜歡我找他 是怎樣?!! 煩叻
所有都無所謂啦 反正其實我沒有很認真 lol
但是還是要說 一天看到你一次 心情就會好 X)
你是我現在的動力 暫時。

我說 我不是不喜歡 EXO 了 我還是超級喜歡
只是 ....... 不知道為什麼現在看見 Exo 心裡就會不舒服
覺得剩下來的根本就沒有真的捨得吳亦凡的厲害 只是表面被逼要做的很討厭他這一點我不喜歡
雖然離開了 回憶呢 所以的回憶從練習生到現在 都是假的是不是 ?
就是會覺得他們沒有以前那麼快樂了 ......
我是唯12的 我不是唯凡 我想要他們在一起 we are one 比任何人還想
但是吳亦凡現在這樣真的比較開心 不是嗎 ....
一言難盡

FORM6 這樣啦 生活就這樣啦 就這樣啦
我頭上彷彿就寫著 不要理我
說神馬全世界的人都在ignore 傷不起啊啊啊
一言難盡啦 傷不起啊啊啊 XDDD

世界杯就這樣啦 就這樣啦
結果真的很令我失望 BRAZILLLL was so disappointed , haihhhh
但是 Germany 也是我心中所屬 所以很開心冠軍
有沒有看他們 Hugo Boss 廣告 有沒有有沒有
他們的頭上都寫著帥man壯這三個字 有沒有有沒有 lol
可以無視我的 哈哈

04 May 2014

Latest .

習慣一切的習慣 知道自己有多麼的不夠好 , 想著如何變好 變得溫柔變得體貼變得更會愛人。


How long have i been here ? since i start my secondary school life :)
okay , this is not the main point today im here.


People telling story about themselves , and im telling story about everything !
Im back here after 9 months , wow nine months such a long time from where i stop thr.
Actually i update my twitter more than others , so who follow up my twitter will know what recently i doing :)

18歲了, 不是小孩了 就算我還想做小孩社會也不會讓我做小孩子了. 
該長大的時候了, 以前還記得常常說自己很成熟什麽的 ! 幼稚死了 哈哈. 
我18歲了5個月 時間過得真的很快
星期一又是開學的時候 放假放了半年的我就來開學了
之前一直期待的開學 我的人就是很喜歡迎接新的開始, 覺得新的開始可以沖走所以以前不愉快的事 新的開始會讓自己感覺比較 Fresh 新的開始可以有新的Breakthrough 
每次有新的開始 就會檢討以前不好的自己 自己哪裡可能不知道自己的缺點只不過犯賤 知道了也不去改 人的本性。

我這期間一直很不開心, 很dumb 可是我覺得在我dumb的時候 我真的可以發現很多很真心的朋友 不單只他們給的關懷安慰
我覺得他們給到我很多 motivation , 給我很多放心很多安心 知道他們沒有看不起我 沒有在背後取笑我
那些不怎麼對我關心的 其實我也沒有很 blame 你們, motivation 我的你們也是其中之一 因為你們的不諒解不體會不支持看不起 才會讓我更想證明.
Some people see to believe , some people believe to see.
我都能瞭解, 行動證明一切。


這一夜我做的最錯的事情就是 我喝醉了。